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The Second Time

by Joshua Lapo

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1.
Felony 04:35
Caught in the act Another cornered rat Wedged headfirst in a down spout turn The city streets Generating heat My blood is boiling and my bowels burn I stole a glance ten times From a young girl's eyes Now I've got a record longer than a 45 Backed into a corner By the badge of law and order Make a beeline for my honey's hive If loving you is a misdemeanor I'm guilty of a felony I never knew two hands any cleaner Until you got the dirt on me I'm hardly hardened by harsh behavior I'm tender in the tenth degree If loving you is a misdemeanor I'm guilty of a felony Phantom feet Bearing down on me Matching me with step for step Steamy breath Steaming down my neck My wrists are roped and I can't turn my head I never did decide On a life of crime The cell door closed behind me when your eyes met mine (But) if it's punishment To be in love like this (Then) lock me up and let me do my time If loving you is a misdemeanor I'm guilty of a felony I never knew two hands any cleaner Until you got the dirt on me I'm hardly hardened by harsh behavior I'm tender in the tenth degree If loving you is a misdemeanor I'm guilty of a felony
2.
Grand 02:56
Ain't life grand Ain't life grand You got yourself another man And ain't life grand You left me high and dry Never gave me a reason why Now you're having the time of your life And ain't life fine So fine, he cut your strings Now you don't have to answer to me You've got no accountability And ain't life free Ain't life fine Ain't life free Ain't life grand Ain't life grand Ain't life grand You got yourself another man And ain't life grand
3.
I recognized your smile Your eyes are still the same As all those years ago When I first loved you so Still I was surprised to find You have a brand new name Wish you had let me know Wish you had told me so I never dreamed If you were free again That I could lose And you would choose another him For the second time I'm on the outside looking in I lost the love of a lifetime Again I thought we'd both decided If your situation changed You'd get in touch with me You'd save your love for me Though I wanted you for mine There's only so much I could say I had to let it be You had no room for me I never dreamed If you were free again That I could lose And you would choose another him For the second time I'm on the outside looking in I lost the love of a lifetime Again
4.
I never knew you Funny how I viewed you Handed the world on a tray Not much of a thinker Never lifted a finger Who told you that life was that way Delicate dainty An elegant lady You arrested my senses somehow I thought it was fleeting Fought it till bleeding Guess who's in love with you now The depth of your beauty Seemed to elude me Denuded of reason till blind Overcome and persuaded By misinformation From insecure minuscule minds My conscious decision Was to steer clear of women For fear I'd stop living somehow A glimpse at perfection A hint of affection Guess who's in love with you now I thought it was fleeting Fought it till bleeding A glimpse of perfection A hint of affection The best laid of plans Is foiled again Guess who's in love with you now
5.
Time Of Day 04:23
What would you do If I came to you Fell down on my knees Begged you please For your love And would it mean anything to you If I drew Your name and mine Entwined In the sky above And if I told you that I love you need you I wanna know what you would say Would you slap me laughing mockingly Would you think it was a game Would you tell your friends what a fool I am Would you never look my way again If I told you that I love you Would you even give me the time of day Would you turn away If I tried to say What's on my mind If I could find the time Would you lend me your ear And would you understand If I touched your hand Quietly Would you run from me And never again come near And if I told you that I love you need you I wanna know what you would say Would you slap me laughing mockingly Would you think it was a game Would you tell your friends what a fool I am Would you never look my way again If I told you that I love you Would you even give me the time of day
6.
Funny 04:06
She lied to me 'bout ninety times I cried for the first eighty nine But now I've turned the tables 'round I sat her down and washed her mouth with soap Ha ha ha lah-de-dah She thought she had control of me A hapless puppet on her string But now I've turned it upside down I left her at the end of her own rope Ha ha ha lah-de-dah Honey thought she was funny But now she's running Away from me She knew I'd never done her wrong I'd never aimed to do her harm But now I'm shooting from the hip I kissed the lips of every girl in town Ha ha ha lah-de-dah She thought she'd tell me all the rules Her blinded feeble-minded fool Now I'm captain of this ship I stopped her and I dropped her anchor down Ha ha ha lah-de-dah Honey thought she was funny But now she's running Away from me
7.
Waterfall 05:05
Your mother never told you that she loves you Though words were said no one suspected they were true A dozen roses have spilled from vases broken By all the boys who have been in your room You are my waterfall Falling on me tumbling blindly Vision blurred eyes burned by tears Cover me with all your worries Cover me with (all your) fears You waited for a storybook ending To a tragic tale unhappy from the start A relentless search for all the missing pages (Ends with / leaves) you desperately clutching my heart You are my waterfall Falling on me tumbling blindly Vision blurred eyes burned by tears Cover me with all your worries Cover me with (all your) fears
8.
Scandal 02:57
He let you see him naked He bared his soul to you How's he going to take it When he learns it wasn't true You promised him forever As you looked him in the eye Who'll put him back together When he finds out that you lied He's knee deep in this scandal You've led him on too far How's he going to handle When he finds out who you are He thought you really meant it When you promised him for life Who's going to defend him When you pull out your knife It's going to surprise him You were planning this attack Who's going to revive him When you stab him in the back He's knee deep in this scandal You've led him on too far How's he going to handle When he finds out who you are
9.
I never dreaded tomorrow Or feared the unknown Never drowned in my sorrow Or lost all I owned Love entered the picture Took its place in the frame Love's taken all I acquired Now it's taking the blame Love's to blame Stare in amazement in shocked disbelief I'd respond that way If this were not happening to me Love's to blame State her sentence against her exposed to reproaches Pronounce all sins to her face Love's to blame I'd never found fiercer feelings Pouring fuel on the fire (Or) counted lines on the ceiling During cold sleepless nights Love took exception When it stepped on the scene Took my sense of direction Now it's taking the heat Love's to blame Stare in amazement in shocked disbelief I'd respond that way If this were not happening to me Love's to blame State her sentence against her exposed to reproaches Pronounce all sins to her face Love's to blame
10.
Dime 02:49
You think you're one in a million Well I've got some news for you Love's never far away from me When I'm away from you A hundred arms wait for me A thousand fingers pull me tight I must have kissed a couple hundred lips Since I kissed your lips last night You're a dime a dozen girl To me you're all the same You forget you were once lonely And I forget your name You've got all your dreams tied up in me But I can't be tied to you 'Cause you're a dime a dozen And I've got a dime or two There's enough of me to go around But you'll have to learn to share Considering the ratios You'll agree it's only fair So remember that I love you But remember while it's true That tonight's your lucky number There's a number after you You're a dime a dozen girl To me you're all the same You forget you were once lonely And I forget your name You've got all your dreams tied up in me But I can't be tied to you 'Cause you're a dime a dozen And I've got a dime or two
11.
"You Could Have Had Me" You could have had me standing by your side Wearing my ring (and) sharing my life You insisted on him now you're dissatisfied (It's) not hard to believe You could have had me You could have had me what made you think that you'd find A stronger love than you had in mine He wouldn't stand a chance if I had both hands tied (If I were) down on my knees You could have had me Somebody claimed you laid the blame on me Said I was the problem said I forced you to leave You're absolved of all responsibility So why can't you sleep You could have had me You could have had me if you had half a mind With the exception of you any fool could decide He served up some sorrow and it serves you right You sowed the seeds You could have had me You could have had me you didn't have to try (I was) a sitting duck both lame and blind (But now) you're bleeding before me and I'm laughing inside It's funny to see You could have had me Somebody claimed you laid the blame on me Said I was the problem said I forced you to leave You're absolved of all responsibility So why can't you sleep You could have had me "Smile" I wish you'd try to see it in my smile It would break the silence Better than a slow dance I'd love to cast my fears aside and tell you that you're mine (But) I wish you'd try to see it in my smile I wish you'd try to see it in my smile I'd keep it on forever Couldn't say it better They say that love gives breath and life and lights a thousand fires I wish you'd try to see it in my smile I wish you'd try to see it in my smile Unbounded in expression A consummate confession A picture's worth a thousand words and ten romantic lines I wish you'd try to see it in my smile I wish you'd try to see it in my smile Every time you're near me The world can see it clearly I could look you in the eyes and say what's on my mind (But) I wish you'd try to see it in my smile
12.
I never loved you quite so much as when I lost you Until I tried to live without you I never needed you to live You said a million words chosen carefully couldn't make you choose to come back to me But two and fifty words are all I have to give

about

I'm proud of many of the songs on my second album. I had gotten much better at the recording process and it's evident on most of these songs. These are still a far cry from an actual studio with live musicians, but for what I was working with (keyboard, multi-track recorder) it sounds pretty good. Hopefully you will agree!

I have many favorite tracks; some are "Felony", "The Second Time", "Waterfall", and "Love's To Blame". I'm a sucker for ballads.

I hope to continue evolving with future songs; if I can generate enough interest in these first two albums I have a lot of ideas for my next batch of songs. It's been a while since I recorded anything new but I've got plenty more in the pipeline!

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released June 13, 2006

Lyrics by Jonathan M. Smith
Music by Joshua B. Lapo

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Joshua Lapo Pocatello, Idaho

Software engineer by trade, songwriter on the side.

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