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lyrics

I find it so confusing
Every time I hear from you
I hate the fact that you use me
And then I break down and reach for you

No other explanation
For this emotion overload
A well-meaning man with an empty hand
And a heart he's bought and sold

I almost forget I love you
That we built this house together
After all that I have told you
I'm not ready to close this chapter

I almost forget I love you
That's the reason for this rage
But you must know
It kills me to think I lost you


It hurts me so to wonder
Where you are at night
Who's dialing up your number
Whose wrongs you are setting right

A freakish exhibition
Give me a pen and gather 'round
A jealous man with a deadly hand
And the will to cut you down

I almost forget I love you
That we built this house together
After all that I have told you
I'm not ready to close this chapter

I almost forget I love you
That's the reason for this rage
But you must know
It kills me to think I lost you

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from Unsuspecting Fool, released August 23, 2000
Lyrics: Jonathan M. Smith
Music: Joshua B. Lapo

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Joshua Lapo Pocatello, Idaho

Software engineer by trade, songwriter on the side.

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